HAI & HANH'S WEDDING 11/10/2007 

Dont you hate it when you are really hungry and when you see food right in front of your face and you cant eat them? Ever since I started my job i cant eat anything because im either too stressed out or think too much that made me dont want to eat anymore.

Scenerio 1: Sometimes i was starving to death and went heat up the food, and when I smelled them, i was like yucky and didnt feel like eating anymore.

Scenerio 2: I was starving to death and went heat up the food, then something came up that needed your immediate attention so I put my food aside and when i got done with my work, I looked at my food and lose the appetite to eat.

A lot of my coworkers have been warning me about cubical fats. I told them i've been losing a lot of weight and they said it's bc im too stressed out in the first couple of months. Wait until i feel comfortable with my job then i;ll eat a lot then my fatness will pop out. damn i dont want that to happen to me anytime sooon.

oh lord I think im getting sick now because Im facing right in front of this guy that has a flu and cold. I was sitting here doing planning and my nose starts running for some reasons and my head starts feeling heavy now. I need to be physically strong and will take medicine after i get home because i cant get sick. Once i am sick, it would last for two weeks so i need to get better and drink a lot of water!

Im doing planning right now and the system is freaking slow and it makes me bored to death. This week is pretty hectic for me but it's isnt as stressful as before because i finally know what the hell im doing. Everyday i come to work and being busy like a bee with phone calls, emails and meetings everyday.

I think i've been improving a lot with my number memorizing skills. I start to train myself to memorize them everytime i say them out so im kind of good at it now. Another thing ive noticed about myself that I am a visual type of person. I have to see them in order to remember them. IF you keep yapping and dont show me any proofs then there's less chance i will remember them in the future. I kind of hate numbers now becase i see them at least 10 hrs a day. I see them at work and home so ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but i have to deal with it. Wait, i didnt say i hate my job it's just i see them too much which kind of makes me sick.

man im sitting here calculating my bills and my parents bills and i start thinking ...i wish $20,000 somewhere from heaven drops down in my house or something. Either that or my parents are rich enough to pay their own bills and help me paying my student loans too. Gosh I hate being poor

My family went to a baby shower today. Here are the pix of me and my sisters

i was teasing my sister

monday 1pm: uhhhhh I think i have food coma now. Im about to fall asleep soon

tuesday morning: I feel like im sleeping with my eyes open or something. I had enough sleep last night and woke up earlier than my alarm but i just feel sleepy when im at work. I think it's bc of the rain and thinking about having a monthly shop order review in the mornign then training in the afternoon. Gosh i wish i was in school skipping class to sleep but now i cant do that anymore